&& only till today then i realise i made so many changes in my life that i hardly notice it at all. i always thought the world is changing, just not me. wells, i was naive and i definitely gotta admit it. i changed, to fit the world.. then again, what a major change i went through. it just dawned on me. snap!
i used to see YOU every saturday.. and visit YOU whenever i can. i always yearn to be with you and enjoy my day with you cause truly, before i reached secondary, you were my pal. i could tell you everything. then when i reached sec life, things started changing. from visiting you in everyday basis became one day. now to none at all. i know it must be depressing to see things like that. and i totally regret it. i really never ever imagine how much pain i cause you. never ever i swear. till today, i saw those tears in your eyes and the moment of shock when you saw me. its like you couldnt recognise me. i apologise, its all my fault! really. i promise you i will spend more time with YOU till you leave. i swear i will. we can bake as usual, play with the floor and go market shopping. it would be the bomb i tell you. never will i neglect you for the fun with my friends cause i realise, nothing can be more important to you. i hope you had a fun time with us today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA!

you will forever be that wonderful person.
ALWAYS AND FOREVER.
cause you made it possible for me
to know god deeper. and preach
and pray and never fail to SCOLD me(:
i just am so glad to have you.
i really dont know whut will happen if one day,
i just lose you. nono. dont bring me there yet

now, i want to be with you. stay with you
stick with you(: yeahh.. PROMISE(:
<3

ps. i really need to get a picture with you.(:
your a cool grandma.
ive never seen any grandmas who buy their
grandsons studs! nice beeyootifull studs you got for
him and him and him! (:

and its time i demand for mine(: hee.

WHERE IS IT?